I am Dr. Yadunath Joshi. I passed MBBS from Goa Medical College in 1971 and started my general practice in a suburb of Mumbai (Bhandup)
I was a
fresh graduate aspiring and dreaming to do something for my patients.
I believed in ethical practice. For some minor
complaints I did not give any medicine (only reassurance)
I did not give antibiotics or injection to
every patient,
I refused to
give false medical certificates (for which I was offered money)
I was
interested in homeopathy but many patients did not like it
As a result only selected families who
believed me came to me. Clinic was never crowded. People passing by used to
comment that this doctor is just sitting.
One day I
myself developed a rash on my face which was red, itching and oozing. I thought
it as an opportunity to learn homeopathy and started treating myself. But every day the face was becoming worse. One
day it became very ugly, grotesque and looked like a Frankenstein. I was
forcibly taken to a dermatologist and improved a lot within a week. However the
infection had quietly spread to the brain and I got major convulsion in my
sleep and was put on anticonvulsants for the next three years. I was confined
to home for one month
I paid a
heavy price by treating self with homeopathy without any experience.
I returned
to my clinic after one month. The face was ok but still oozing
It was
embarrassing to face people.
What went
wrong?
The area
where I practiced belonged to lower middle class and people wanted quick
results with antibiotics and injections. A doctor was considered as good if his
clinic was always crowded by patients. My clinic was always empty. It was
unbearable to sit in empty clinic and listen to people’s comments
I decided to
close my clinic after 5 years (1971 -1976) I was a failure. It was a great
setback in my career. I also lost my interest in homeopathy
There
were nearly 25 doctors around my clinic. All were unqualified but very
successful, working from 9am to 2 pm and 6pm to 12 am.
I could
not survive in that rat race.
What
next?
I joined a
pharmacy college as a lecturer in pharmacology and also registered for MD in
pharmacology. Within 4 years (1980) I got my MD (pharmacology) I joined
pharmaceutical industry as a medical advisor.
It was a challenging
and rewarding career, I had no time to think about homeopathy. I almost became
anti –homeopath. I used to criticize homeopathic practitioners. I also wrote
some articles in a medical magazine about how unscientific is homeopathy (Today
I feel ashamed)
Dr
Sankaran thinks that every remedy has a frame of mind which is distinct from
other remedies
For example:
BRYONIA
He is very industrious, busy and determined and works at a feverish pace. He is dry and insensitive to the feelings of others. He does not like to be disturbed. His focus is on business. Even in the clinic, his attitude is business –like, asking doctor about the options in solving his health problem
The main
feeling is of a loss (notional) which has to be made up very fast. For example
he spent time for a few days for some family event. He calculates the notional
loss during these days and how he can recover this loss as early as possible.
CHINA
China is a man who had an ambition to do something. He has plans and goals but somehow people came in the way. They troubled him all the time. This is a long standing situation and he is a failure
He becomes
lazy and starts to fantasize. In his fantasy he does what he would have done if
he had not been troubled by people.
Feels
unfortunate. Just bad luck.
ANACARDIUM
It is a
situation of child abuse. When parents are too strict with their children and
impose their desires forcibly and do not allow them to think and do anything on
their own, the child cannot take any decisions
The child
reacts against this, becomes hard and cruel.
Also this
could be a situation of a wife of a dominating husband. Her self-confidence is
shattered,
These are
the people who are tormented, punished and abused. As a reaction they harden up
inside and become violent with suicidal or homicidal behavior.
I was not in
touch with homeopathy from 1976 to 1992
This new
approach was very fascinating and I was again tempted to learn homeopathy. I
started seeing patients with this new approach.
During the
history taking it was easy to observe the frame of mind of the patient and
search for a remedy with similar mind frame.
This
approach was rewarding and I started getting results which gave me confidence.
Today I am a
successful homeopath although I am not a homeopathic graduate.